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Relationships. A unique tie. The supply of a plethora of love.

Relationships. Sometimes surreal but tempting. But, unfettered affection precipitates much sacrifices.

I am not restricting it only to love birds. From a wider prospective, it subsumes family ties and friendships. When you're committed, it can't be left alone at your discretion. You are at times left with no choice. To me, family is my primary concern. I hardly deviate from this norm. But if I ever do so, I feel guilty. I tend to become quite neurotic if I'm out with my friends when my little sister is home alone. OR I skip outings with friends if it ever clashes with times my sister needs my assistance. I love my sisters. And that's what I meant by "unfettered affection precipitates much sacrifices". I feel so sorry when I have to push away invitations which I'm so eager to join. Well, guess it's a never-ending task to reconcile between both. So, reasonable sacrifices are acceptable I hope.

I have sweet friends who can tolerate. That lucky I am. I really thank them for being so understanding and forgiving. But a point to make, I think towards friends, they appear to me more like an addiction. A disease without antidote. Haha. I love it.