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I know, it's already the 9th day of January; a little too late to talk about resolutions?
I was an optimist and a pessimist before. Will the latter make a come back? I hope not. Probably, will not tolerate.

It has been a year with not just hiccups, but not as disastrous as filmed in 2012. It wasn't mere ups and downs that I've been through but lots of life learning lessons that I doubt I will ever learn if things go as perfectly as I thought it would be. I couldn't deny the fact that I've been impetuous before; I've been over-confident; I admit that I totally sucked to a point where I myself despise the person reflected in the mirror. When something goes out of track and things went out of hand, how would one overcome it? I was lost, and choices were given to learn how to accept or to continue abhorring myself. I chose to accept, but it wasn't as easy as just saying, "Yes, I accept and I'll move on." It is going to be a strenuous path that I'm taking. I need time. I need more time. And I am thankful to be given more time. Strive and never stop. Never.
Despite my yearly resolution to stay healthy, the new resolution? Learn to accept and appreciate. 
Brand new, with a colossal task. 

*switch mode*

I'm getting a fresh colour coat for my room.
I've finally decided to let my hair grow longer.
I learnt to accept that blue is not that bad a colour afterall.
I started to realize that I really like Corporate.
I managed to curb my spending. *Serious!*
I'll spend more time with my grandparents.

A great start; and I'm loving the new me! =)