.gil, where are u?.

Are you only clothed with a pretty face but is pathetically lacked of substance?
Do you sometimes find yourself idiotic and was a total buffoon at times?
Why is it that, when it's time to make a decision, it always seem tougher than it should be? 
Sigh.
I find myself independent but not sturdily independent. =(
How then? I'm effing frustrated.

Maybe if I were to have a smiling popcorn to cover my face, I'll feel better. XP